Just re-read some of my old posts and I'm really glad I wrote them. When someone else may read these they get a small glimpse into what I was thinking at the moment, but when I read them, I get a whole rush of memories, they remind me exactly how I felt during that span of time. Very reminiscent, whether they're my happy, sad, or just ranting posts, its dope that I can remember how I was feeling at the time of these posts lol.
Well blog...since my last posts which was practically half a year ago..many many things have happened as usual...atleast it gives me something to write about lol. Seems my last post was half update and half me ranting about my ex, I was still hung up over it at that time to be honest. But I've really moved on once and for all now & I couldnt enjoy being single any more than I am right now (:
My last update I was studying for my LSATS...we'll I took them in February, and I got into Law School now =] I shall be starting school in August...my feels on this are everywhere. I'm excited but scared, and I hear so many mixed things about law school that its hard to stay motivated to be honest. But I think at this point, I just gotta pile on through. A quote from Brook: "Tim, you don't really fail at anything" lol. I think if I just give it my all like I always have, it should be okay. My end results usually satisfy my expectations, so i'm prepared =]
My relationship life is good enough for me at the moment, I try not to do anything to serious, I just need some female interaction from time to time lmao
I really feel like my social life has boomed though, even though I work at a Law Firm and on the off days I do construction, my network has really grown, even though its hard to meet people. I've made new friends (I'll shout you out Justin since I know you'll read this lol) and I've re connected with old ones. (mini rant) After highschool I really had this mentality that less friends is better. That whole no drama thing and such. But I've come to the conclusion that its really just the people in Brentwood, having less friends may have less drama, but I think I have a good judgement of character to where I can pick my friends wisely =] I don't wanna go through life with the mentality of having a "small circle" cause really...thats just stupid. The people that think that way, just have really shitty people around them & I choose to surround my self with those who bring out the best in me. And it helps not being stuck in a town, where the only people you meet are burnouts lol.(end of mini rant) Balancing time between friends,work, and the gym is hard, but I'm trying. I've been neglecting my hometown homies though, and I feel bad, but time is so scarce :( Saw them like maybe twice in the last month, partly because we all suck ass at communicating though lol. But its dope though, cause when we meet up everything feels normal and thats how best friends should be lol
Been hanging out alot more with my uncle, old San Jose friends, and my college buddies. Feel like I've gotten even closer them in the past few months, lovin it lol=] Especially after EDC...but I'll continue on that at the end lol. We're all doing our own thing now, but we still manage to meet up often and chill, I just hope it can continue, I love these fools lol ^_^ Just went wine tasting with them a few days ago too...I hate wine, but its about the company...and how drunk you can get lol
PC: To Lincy on this one (:
Quick info in my fitness: Last post I was in the process of bulking...so I ended up dirty bulking my way up to 210lbs..lol I was chubs...and then started cutting for my #edcbod lol I ended up going to EDC at 193lbs...but then came back from EDC at 185lbs..lol thats raging for you lol. Defintiely put on some muscle since last year, but I eat like crap, so I didnt expect much lol
Now onto my Grande Finale of the past few months....EDC!
I really got back into EDM during college, thanks to Helen mostly, she blasted that shit nonstop lol But I really listen to EDM whenever I can...really lovin the vibe. I've almost completely cut oout hiphop & rap...tbh rap is really just negative, and listening to it is cool and all, but I feel EDM makes me more positive =]
Thus my decision to go to EDC happened...definitely a bucket list item...and I don't regret any part of it!
EDC was INSANE AMAZING AWESOME...honestly I don't have enough works to describe it. I don;t know if I'd go again, but it was really life changing haha. You really can't describe EDC either...its really about the experience, nothing can do it justice, not videos, nor pictures..you really just have to be there in the moment. I will forever remember every bit of it =]
To Summarize if into really short, my day 1 at EDC was meh...I skipped day 2..couldnt rage that hard...and Day 3 was the stairway to heaven lol. I got to see DEORRO who I've been wanting to see FOREVER and basically went to EDC for and it was sooooooooooooo dope...I was raging so hard lol. That whole day was amazing to be honest..But these are memories I will keep to myself ^_^
But yes..till next time =]
Lil clip of my Deorro Experience=]