Work has been endless lately. Been having 7 day work weeks. Honestly pretty sure I've worked 30 days in a row without a day off besides my birthday. I even worked the day after, just hungover out of my mind. The stress has been killing me. At least with just working all the time, all I was, was just tired. But now with all these school things popping up, I've been getting REALLY stressed out. The stress of school this time is almost over bearing. Before at Davis I was stressed, but this time so much more is on the line. Money wise, future...everything depends on it. I know I shouldn't worry so much about the debt, but seeing these HUGE numbers scare me....a lot lol. I feel so pressured that I have to do well, or else I'm just gonna screw myself over. And to make things even better I haven;t found a place to live in/near school yet, I've been feeling better about this though, but still stressed.
My only outlets to relieve my stress lately have been the Gym, and my friends, which turned out to be Wednesday night outings lol. I dunno how it worked out to just hanging out almost every Wednesday, but it did. And I'm glad, somewhat lol, it made the work weeks that much more bearable, I just worked looking forward to not the weekends, but Wednesdays. I would've lost it easily by now if it weren't for my friends =]
I dunno how I'm gonna deal with school, if its as hard as everyone says it will be, I'm gonna lose my mind after the first semester. Just praying I can find some sort of balance.
School starts tomorrow, mandatory 3 day orientation, its not even class and I'm nervous as hell. I wasn't even sure how I was suppose to dress for law school, I had to google it lmao. I know I'll do fine...but I have to do better than fine this time around. PRESSURE! D;
end rant. lol
Anyways, my birthday was crackin as usual; no need to go into too much detail. Just the usual. Food, drinks, & great company =]